if only

if only

if only I could read your mind
then I wouldn't do this now
if only I could understand your feeling
then I wouldn't feel it now
if only I could hear your heart's whisper
then I wouldn't fall this deep

but it's all done
it's all happened
without any consciousness
without any sign before

if only, that's all I can say
if only, that's all I can feel
but there's nothing to do
when it's all done

nb: sometimes it's better for having no hope at all rather than having a hope but you can't get it